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♥我們都悄悄的在心裡暗自的奢望

世界可不可以就給我乖乖的停在這一秒鐘...

Tuesday, July 31, 2007Y

shagged.

been busy shuffling between work,tuition and hospital lately.
weekends are gone in a flash.
money comes in and out in a blink of an eye as well.
=x

dad and mum are going over to msia later in the afternoon.
there's this 100th day prayers for grandma's death.
i had to remain here with my sis since the both of them are tied down with school and i got to work.

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anyway,i've decided not to go to the chalet(organised by sherms and candy)which i've been anticipating since a few weeks ago.
there's tuition after work which i'm not able to cancel and i probably got to head down to hospital again if time allows.

so,i've decided to give it a miss but i know i'm gonna regret it cos majority of them are starting school very soon and i wonder when would be the next time we get to meet again.
=(

it has been ages since we last catch up with one another and dearest may ee's going overseas to further her studies in no time!
i'll definitely miss that bitch of mine.
=((

nevertheless,hope u girls enjoy yourselves at the chalet alright!
promise i won't overtire myself and u girls take care too okays?
muchmissed(:

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speaking about brendon,he seems to have brighten up a lot!
a lot more cheerful than before
he plays the keyboard for us whenever we go visit him
cute.
he's such a good boy.
his grandpa came to vist him the other day and saw him vomitting
so he started to shake his head and sigh.
brendon saw and he shouted "gonggong,i'm okay.u go home."
his grandpa was so touched though it pains him more.

however,he can be cheeky at times too.
he woke his maid up in the middle of the night and ask her to call for kfc delivery.
he even remember the hotline which he had seen from the tv ads
LOL
but of course his maid din call la
brendon's banned from outside food for abt 6 mths or so.

just ytd,he received an ang bao from one of his relatives.
he immediately took out 2 bucks and ask his maid to go to the foodcourt downstairs to buy his favourtie 'you2 tiao2'.
he still specify that its the 'char kway tiao' stall
and keep reconfirming with the maid if she knows what's 'you tiao'.
haha
he only dare to ask his maid cos he knows she dotes on him and his mum will definitely scold him.
lol
damn cute.

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was out last sat with sis and jiening
missed the time we had in taiwan so much
it was the 3 of us that time too (:
anyway,jiening and i went for the audition at harkmusic.
great place
great experience
great audience
& hopefully great judges.
heh

din intend to enrol in their courses though
was just there for the fun of it
and because selected participants are entitled to a free guitar (:

after that,we headed down to shenton way's partyworld.
dear and jonjon came to join us
=DD

speaking about auditions,i haven receive a single call from oceanbutterfly.
oh dear.
one week's time is up soon :(



alright
enough said
off for lunch.


p.s
JAY CHOU'S IN TOWN!!!
he only comes like once in a blue moon ok
but i won't be able to make it for his event this evening.
*screams*

i sooooooo wanna see him play piano on the red carpet at grand cathay cineplex.
>.<



i wanna spend more time with dear :(

He's the most loving, the most incredible passionate man who teaches me to love, to breathe, to live.
My saccharine ball of faith, who keeps me going in times of darkness, who holds my hand thru the rain and shelters me from pain.
I am blessed.

heart blue w/ glitter3:24 AM

Friday, July 27, 2007Y

whee!
brendon's transplant is over and successful (:
thanks all for the prayers and concern.
=D

next we got to wait for another 21 days for the new bone marrow to grow.
hopefully his body will not have any rejection
(:


oh thanks to all the kind souls who volunteered to donate ur blood.
the standby period is over.
=D

passed cousin my keyboard ytd so that he could bring over to the brendon's ward today
hopefully he won't be bored in the ward anymore.
heh

till here.
back to work!

heart blue w/ glitter2:49 AM

Thursday, July 26, 2007Y

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.


The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.


Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.


The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.


Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.


The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.


What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.


Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

heart blue w/ glitter2:58 PM

Wednesday, July 25, 2007Y

just returned from NUH
went to see brendon
miss him so much!

however, we could only talk via the phone
since we were not allowed to enter the clean room that he's in
but we're able to see him through a glass panel though
=D




initially we were advised not to visit him in case he feels inferior
but now,he's better in understanding why we are not allowed to enter his room.
time flies
it's been two weeks since he was admitted
really hope he can get well soon (:

oh anyway,before heading to NUH,i made a trip to oceanbutterfly for my audition for the vocal course.




so work ended pretty early for me today (:
it was quite alright i think.
the judge happened to be my sis's guitar instructor.
got to explain myself first in case he mistook us for the same person
haha
anyway, have to wait for their reply within the next one week
hope i can get in =D


alright
enough said.
there's tuition tmr which means it's gonna be another long day for me

off to lalaland.



good night world.

heart blue w/ glitter2:35 PM

Friday, July 20, 2007Y

happy 19th birthday yingying & lingling!!!
=D

love u girls.
you'll always be my bitch.
hugs*

heart blue w/ glitter6:02 AM

Thursday, July 19, 2007Y

迷路兵 first debut album



thumbs up*
so much better than what i expected
loves their ballads and soft rock
damn nice.
makes me wanna learn the drums! =D
hearts 我为什么还爱你 & 适应
sam's voice is sooo nice!
=D
check out their songs peeps!

ratings:3 out of 5 ♥


JJ林俊杰《西界》



another album i would recommend (:
great voice (needless to say)
interesting theme
i sooo love the lyrics of 西界!
meaningful.
this song left a great impression in me ever since i heard him sing during the post-golden melody awards-concert on tv last month.
i was touched by the lyrics.
thumbs up* (:

阳光越过窗沿
我在阴影里面
才过正午13点
就漆黑一片
没有人看得见
我心深处的阴暗面
只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我

就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你 能多看我一眼

只能眺望东边
你的世界太远
撑到想象的极限
幸福有多甜
可黑夜已吞噬我
就是拉不到你的手
因为我活在西界
只拥有半个白天
一到午后夜色就蔓延
虽然和你面对面
却看不到我的脸
感觉到你不安的视线
在西界的那一边
只能有半个白天
暗自祈祷上天的垂怜
在长夜的边缘
给我一丝光线
让你 能多看我一眼

ratings: 4 out of 5 ♥


other than these,i think S.H.E's PLAY and 金莎's 换季 are not bad too.Alan 柯有纶's WELCOME TO MY WORLD is quite a disappointment la.
>.<


alright.
this week's kinda packed for me
tuition has become thrice this week
work's becoming a chore =/

dear came out from camp on monday night and accompany me to tuition at depot road
i think he was quite taken aback by bryan's attitude.
refusing to admit that he's in the wrong,don't know how to do but die die don't want to ask,refusing to let me teach him the correct way.
man's ego.
yes, at such a young age.
ohwell.
lucky he's quite smart.
haha
he's still very adorable though =D

met up with yingx dearie after work ytd
dine at jp swensens
=D
i hope the cheesecake is up to ur taste my dear!
haha
it was great catching up with u (:
happy birthday in advance!
hope u enjoy ur day tmr
love u dear!

there's tuition again today
got to fetch bryan from school first, then bring him for dinner and then bring him home for tuition.
haha.
this is gonna be fun!
my first time fetching him from school =D


enough said.
back to work!

heart blue w/ glitter3:16 AM

Sunday, July 15, 2007Y

the previous posts were deleted cos i can't leave it there for too long.

anyway, i have to submit the namelist by monday.
so if u belong to the blood type B+ and are willing to help,kindly forward me your particulars as soon as possible.
thanks a million.


alright,back to today.
woke up early to meet dear
went for buffet at oscars @ conrad hotel
yummy (:
it was a treat from his elder bro's nanny's son(peter),
(ok it sounds complicated but yeah,they're apparently very close)
whose daughter just turned 1 year old and we're celebrating her birthday there.
seriously i think it's very exaggerated la.
but anyway that's not the point,
this peter turns out to be my cousin in law!!!!
the peter that i knew all along
omg
how small can s'pore be man
so yah,my cousins,aunty & uncle were all present
damn coincidence la
haha

so dear and me actually went to the same wedding dinner 2 years back
hmm




good night world (:

heart blue w/ glitter4:42 PM

Tuesday, July 10, 2007Y

this,

is the birthday cheesecake i bake for dear (:
it fetched good comments ok
hee.

my plans for the day din work out though
we had an impromtu mass cleaning up of his house =/
was kinda disappointed actually but got to help his mum if not she had to do it alone.
they're expecting a few relatives from overseas to stay over at their house.
so yeah
we had to sacrifice a few hours of our time

but it was worth it though
managed to chat a lot with his mum
got to know more about his childhood,his family,etc.
his mum even showed me the birthday cards that dear drew for her when he was young!!!
so cute.

by the time we're done,the sun has set already.
went back to his new house to cut the cake and sing bdae song
(:
cab down to cine for a movie after that
watched 'my wife is a gangster'
hillarious.
after that had supper at the kopitiam opp cine
and off we went for our usual singing session
partyworld @ shenton way
we sang till around 5am the next morning!
damn fun la
but i was dead beat
went home with dear after that
slept at his place till around noon
was feeling very unwell the whole night
due to the stupid cramps =/

went home at around 3plus in the afternoon.
to change and all
met dear again ard 8pm for dinner @ vivo
dine at a jap restaurant there
my treat!=D
the food was not bad
the ambience was great
haha

here's some pictures that we took that day (:








hope dear enjoyed his day (:
muchloves*

heart blue w/ glitter11:30 PM

Sunday, July 08, 2007Y

happy 19th birthday darling! (:
it's the 2nd time i'm celebrating ur bdae with u.
sweet.

smiles*


hee
don't think he's gonna read this but yeah i'm just very excited about the celebration later on today
not gonna be a extravagant one though
but it's the company that matters (:

i'm done with the cheesecake
yay
i think it's edible la but the look abit erm...
LOL
but anyhow,
i tried my best already la
he won't be carrying high expectations too
haha
but still hope he like it!
=D

will update again
off to lalaland
(:


good night world.

heart blue w/ glitter4:06 PM

Friday, July 06, 2007Y

MY MP3 PLAYER IS SPOILT!!!!!

*thunders and lightnings*


*&^%$#%@%!#^


the buttons are not functioning and the screen is a total blank.
my goodness.

i managed to survive w/o it for the past 2 days
since i accidentally left it at dear's place
and it had to fail me right after i got it back from dear last night!!!
i seriously got no idea what happen to it.


man.
somebody help.

heart blue w/ glitter12:39 AM